AAArrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

I'm so freaking pissed, omydays? In lieu of killing someone or actually engaging in conversation which may become heated therefore insults might occur, cos u know people be taking the piss laughing at u…imma blog, have I said thank God for blogging this month….well thank God for blogsville

So why am I pissed? The COLTS lost….who? American Football, Home of Peyton Manning…the Colts lost in the Super bowl….it's bad enough that Arsenal lost the game to Chelsea today, but the Colts lost, so you can only imagine how my facebook, my blackberry and my twitter has been going off…….arrrrrghhhhhh fack shit….I don't know how to argue (well I do but I choose not to, I like to be silent) but I do love my sports …..Name it? From tennis to soccer to football to hockey throw in some baseball and some race car driving and every Olympic sport there is and that's me and my idea of fun and the only reason I will argue and can kill someone so right now I'm in tears and freaking pissed…Arsenal sucks, the Pistons suck, the Red wings suck, Andy roddick sucks, the Giants (my original football team) suck, the Colts Suck, Michigan in whatever sport sucks -shiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttt

I was looking forward to Monday when I will come here to tell you about how the Colts won, that I spoke to twitter crush and so all is well with my world, that the best friend and her mums both got tattoos, that I was deliriously happy cos my car got in from Michigan, that I had the best sex conversations this weekend, that I was told I love you by two ex's and that the training @ work with my new dept went well…but now I don't think I will be doing any blogging tomorrow- so I might as well talk now….shiiiiiit

Twitter crush buzzed…lol, I'm such a baby but I was so happy he did too…he's cute and funny and he's cute and funny and he's cute and funny – lol, ok maybe all is well in my world

So I'm the butt of every1's joke o – I have been termed cocoa-virgin, lol – I have hilarious guy friends and they have hounded me about this even the best friend joined in and has termed me Miss goody two shoes – lol, of which I told her I reckon I could sleep with a total stranger than do the fwb and she is like and I quote "I die, you will never, you that you think of a body like a goddess that no one can touch" lol – funny girl – lol but this is my argument because i'm always shouting that I won't have sex and don't want fwb if I do it with him I feel like he and everyone who thinks I can't hold on won like it's some competition, lol– whereas with a complete stranger(preferably a white man) he doesn't know me, he therefore cannot judge me plus it can be my little secret gan….u feel me, that's what I need!!! a white man that can sex good hehehehh – this and all the weird things they were saying about sex itself gan just made me laugh for hours….plus I read two Zane books this week, like my crush said "that woman needs Jesus" some of the nasty sex scenes…is it ok if I say

So expecting the car tomorrow – I am so excited, no more 5am waking up….but best friend and I want to start waking up @ 6am to workout – will let you know how that goes, so yay to last day on the bus except by choice……..Not sure what to say about the declaration of love – I was shocked but apparently I shouldn't have been and should have known that I'm deserving of this – I will think about it more during the week though – although I do know I will stay single this year, no if not's or maybes and this is my choice, love has got nothing to do with it

So I'm not sure I've ever explained what I do….Epidemiologists investigate communicable diseases, over 200 of them the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention deem reportable, mostly I have been working with flu cases and vaccine preventable diseases but as from Monday I will be working with the food borne department and investigating diseases due to food poisoning I'm excited cos it means more work and trust me this is good…..the best friend and her mums both got tattoos and I'm proud of myself for not getting one, lol – it's very sexy no doubt but hmmm the pain ain't even worth it, the best friend nearly tore off my left hand, cos I had to hold her while she was getting it done…I can't imagine what it will be like If either of us were having kids – she wants an epidural, so this is good for me - I don't want one but I have told her I don't want her to be there lest I kill her due to pain, I don't do pain o, lol – I will put the picture in my next post

Ok so that is all, I am now going to sleep, hoping and praying that I wake up happy tomorrow and forgetting this day ever happened…that's what I get for not going to church again - I got dressed and all too, just couldn't enter, my heart wasn't there and I hate to be there otherwise… whether or not my heart is there sha I will be at church next week, before thunder should strike me – ok ummmm pls check out my interview with Timi Dakolo http://angonemi.com/2010/02/interview-with-timi-dakolo/ and below is a poem that came to me @ 3am in the morning …..Don't have a name for it but let me know what you think

Words fail me

You do that to me

And I don't know why

I'm scared to talk to you

I'm afraid I might say something stupid

And that will be the last day we speak

What's with the high school feeling?

I don't get it

I never even talked to boys in high school

So why does my heart beat funny

When you say hi

This can't be butterflies right?

Definitely worms

I live for your compliments

I live for your smiley

It seems like a sign of your approval

And tonight if I dream of you

I know it will be a good dream

But before I go

I should tell the world about your eyes

Yes your eyes

Your see right through me eyes

That's what I will be dreaming of

When I go to bed tonight?

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P.S I love you guys and have a fabulous, filled with favor and mercy week and stay safe