#MusicMonday - Mi Madre Dedication and Goodbye for now

Hi y'all. How are you? This is late, i apologize, been a long day, extremely tired but i have work to do. I have a presentation due tomorrow and what do you know, this is my last week at the City. I have no future plans, yep thats it, miss control, crosses her t's and i's, plans even what she says before she says it and even after saying it analyzes what she says, has no future plan. Nothing is going according to plan. With that said imma be off blogger for a while, i'm choked with words and everything sounds like i'm complaining and i'm afraid i might cry every time i speak. I'm not as strong as i once was, somewhere along the line i let down my guard a bit and now what might be another day at the park is me climbing a mountain and to be honest, right this minute I've given up. I feel like I've let every one down, but more importantly i let myself down, especially by not having a 3rd, 4th and 5th plan. I actually told BB we probably shouldn't talk anymore today, thankfully he ignored me, but thats how bad. Nways so i will be commenting on your blogs, still have some catching up to do, but otherwise i will be absent for a bit. In the meantime pls send in your contributions for Music Monday or Praise thursday to nifemioyedele@hotmail.com. Thank you very much.

On to more exciting news, it is, it was my mothers birthday yesterday Nigerian time. She turned 50, i felt really disappointed in myself that i couldn't be there. It was my heart desire to be there for her, but yea. I don't talk about my mum a lot, she is my treasure, my heart beat, the reason i do everything i do, the reason i feel in so many ways like a disappointment in times like this, and extremely proud on good days. My mum is a success, it might be hard to see, after all she is a single woman, infact she has been single more years than she was ever married, but that never stopped her. She never let that be a scar on her, she never let that bury her and she has shown those around her that yes it might look like she failed on that aspect, but she's had love, she still loves, has 4 beautiful children that she can call her own personal success stories, never mind that my mum is a skinny woman. Lol. I love my mum, don't know what i would do without her, i pray i never i have to find out soon. I pray we all never have to go through what she went through and our marriages will be successful and our children will be successful and always make us proud, but most importantly i pray that God grant us the strength and grace he poured on her life to overcome, to always be on top and never below, to rise over every situation and that we will always be celebrated. The songs below are dedicated to my mum and your mothers as well, may they live to see us have kids of our own.

And in the spirit of prayer, especially since i find that i cannot pray for myself, please allow me pray for you. I pray for each and every one of you that reads this. Your joy will be full, the devil will not cut your joy short. The Lord will grant you favor, mercy and grace, no weapon fashioned against you shall prosper. The Lord will grant you all your heart desires, he will make your crooked path straight and make things easy for you, and struggles will depart from your life. I pray that his will be done continually in your life, that he leads you in the direction for you, and grant you peace. I pray for those looking for spouses, that the flesh of your flesh, the bone of your bone, the one who God put on this earth for you will find you and it will be a thing of joy and not of sorrow. I pray for you concerning your education, your career, that God will open doors for you that seem to be shut, he will make a way for you, where there seems to be no way and he will embarrass you with blessings. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Pictures go down in 24hrs. Enjoy and o, every thing she is wearing in the pics, belong to me, i must be like her when i grow up, or we are going under the knife men, forget story :)






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