10 things I love + I’m a good girl + RIP

How are you guys doing? I feel like its being a long time I have done an actual post, but thanks to a couple tags (Fabulola, TayneMent, Suru, Naked Sha, Lucidlilith, Blowing Blessings – Thanks Guys, Muah) plus something that happened to me I now have a lot to say – I will try not to make this long sha…

1. I have to be like everyone & say GOD, Bros J (Jesus) & my guidance counselor the Holy Spirit….he has perfected my ways and keeps blessing me ridiculously, plus his last gift to me has kept me praising him & will continuously do so all the rest of my life
2. Music – sometimes I have to ask God to forgive me, cos I feel like I love music more than him… I thank him for musicians, artists, songwriters, composers, producers, managers, everyone involved in music each day.
3. My family and friends – my friends make up my family & my family makes up my friends if that even makes sense….for the support, encouragement, push, unconditional love… I cant say thank you enough
4. Talking to him… he came @ the right time & I’ve never enjoyed conversations so….anything from music to politics to sports back to music….and o we haven’t met, so this is good, lol…I think …. I love intelligent conversations (turns me on)
5. Writing…. I love writing, the release I get from speaking my mind, even when I’m judgmental, the joy of doing a music review, writing poetry or a short story, writing total B.S sometimes (thanks twitter) and hopefully start THE script with T.Notes soon(think he has given up on me, sowwwiieee)
6. Which brings me to you guys…. I love, love Blogsville, can’t say  that enough, you are the absolute best…I’m sure I can’t thank you enough for what you do for me
7. I love cooking…. I hate to eat ( chewing is just a long thing jo, I hope I don’t starve myself when I’m pregnant)…but I absolutely love to cook, especially seeing the satisfaction from those eating it…. I’m a mean cook if I say so myself J

Gosh this is hard can’t think of anything else I really love

8. Material things I love include – shoes, wrist watches, dresses (esp black dresses), Boyshorts (can’t stand thongs really) shades (don’t get to wear it much cos I wear glasses), earrings (can’t ever do without this) & my blackberry of course nothing else I crave materially surprisingly enough

9. I love studying – whew, I knew there was something I was missing…. I love  books, I love learning, I love school (hence going back) & I guess reading novels can be included here … its all part of this need to finish a book, including textbooks cover-cover…. I think I have this need to appear smart and knowledgeable about all topics ( thank God for Google & Wikipedia)
10. I love smiles…. I love those who make me smile, hence my love for kids, they bring so much to my heart…my love for trying new things & dancing, there's so much joy gotten there & you can' help but smile….hence my love for comedy esp romantic comedies, so much laughter & smiles…..hence my love for traveling, I love the smiles when I get to my destination & the smiles when I return (do u get?) and why I like him, hes’s always smiling

Whew, thank you Jesus, nearly cracked my brain doing this… I tag, Nogobelieve, Tricia, NogoBlog, Tisha, Audeo, & akaBagguci….enjoy

Now on to why I am a good girl…..always being a good girl…my dad beat the devil out of me (I have the marks to prove it still)…I wont beat my kids like that, but it worked on me…..so I meet this boy a couple days ago & y’all know me I’m overly friendly, I try to be careful about that cos I don’t want to come off as a flirt…but nywhoo, we exchange pins(why the hell I did that, I don’t know) & like the next day he says something about hi love & he talks a lot about us seeing… we were to do a movie yday after much persuasion so when I tell him this morning that I had a cold & cough, hence slept off early & couldn’t make it – he goes “good cos I may have kissed you”….. HOLD THE FUCK UP!!!! The boy has a gf I might add & he is not fine (AT ALL) & yes I’m that vain, my guy has to be good looking…& then I ask him about his gf & he goes “why the jokes are too much?” “I’m like yea a lil, I don’t think I will want my man doing the same really & he goes well I wouldn’t tell & sends me a wink”….R u kidding me? R u kidding me? R u kidding me? And when I say seen, he goes Good Girl huh?” “And I’m like Hell Yeah”!!!! I wanna be a good girl die….I AM A GOOD GIRL!!! I haven’t had sex in close to two years (surely that makes me a good girl) I hardly ever curse, I respect my mummy & my daddy, I don’t steal & I try not to lie, I haven’t killed anybody yet & I have never looked for a guy based on his money or status….yes I am a good girl… & God forbid that I will be this fools side chic or muse, or kele, or whatever they call this thing these days…. I cannot believe the effrontery of this guy…. I can’t believe he saw my face & thot, this girl is cool & will be down… I’m so mad, I could shoot him & me don’t play games….so watch me become the epitome of BITCH!! Just what the doctors ordered for him I believe….ode boy

I hate death - i utterly do and though i did not know Da Grin, i loved his body of work. I love that he inspired a whole culture to love their language. I'm angry i will never get to see him, was going to pull major strings to meet him. I hate that death has so much power over us. But i thank God for a life well spent true it all. I'm 23 and i know i am unaccomplished compared to him. So i guess the lesson here is follow your dream, follow your heart, go after what you want with ruthless abandon. Leave absolutely no room for regrets, i can't stress this enough and if you see the quote i have at the top of my blog, let that be your walking principle and above all PRAISE GOD, be for GOD, don't be deceived, there is Heaven and Hell, its real. 

#thatisall .... Have a great weekend guys

P.S I Love you