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I think and I worry too much….I hate that I do that….although I haven't been so stressed in a while and I'm glad for that

Been very happy lately and I just knew that when I crashed it will be bad, today is that day….nothing happened, absolutely nothing too

My mum would say that's how the devil steals your joy and she's probably right

Hope the cough syrup I just took will knock me out real soon and by morning all will be well in my world

I need to go out more….I don't think it's normal for a 23yr old girl to not have gone out but once this year

Thing is my idea of going out, is travel to another country or state….no more clubbing… but fun stuff doesn't have to be at night either

Maybe this school idea is not so bad after all…..Only if I go to school and not work that way I can travel and stuff

I hate unreliable people….it drives me insane….every time I say this, people go "and you want to go to Nigeria?" sad

I have never seen myself in a wedding gown; I have envisioned myself pregnant, barefoot, looking pretty in a black flowing dress

Never seen myself in a wedding gown tho, but I see myself married…ummm who knows or at this rate cares?

Everybody can like to free this issue, not all females have that gene… my aunties have been in my mum's ear & thus she's telling me shit I don't want to hear

My best friend said her Ideal man has properties from like the 3 diff guys she's liked….I'm so opposite

My ideal man is the man I like at the moment….once it's over, he no longer ceases to be, infact he has nothing I'm looking for…does that make sense?

I want to do so much….so much..... I pray for some direction, babes are not getting any younger…. now is the time to rule the world, no?

Nways I think the meds are kicking in…. is this like the shortest post I've ever written?….no, I think there has been one before

Happy Easter……Thank God for he has risen and even death could not hold him captive….Hallelujah unto the Most High….

You don't have to comment….I understand that this is totally bull

P.S I Love you