Anniversary

You see why I needed to change my promise....cant believe it myself that I haven't written anything since Thursday....I am a tadbit unreliable I swear (I don't feel so bad though, cos I told you).....I have missed u guys some......so this is abt to be another long one.....

Friday: I was mad depressed (u see that the devil is a liar)....I am usually very upbeat u know, esp when u this "rich" u learn fast to enjoy everything u can....speaking of which I am the only "rich" person I know who makes having her phone on a priority.....lol, for real, the day I lose my blackberry service is the day I lose it....I will go officially mad......but let me tell u this country can depress you, plus I had had a headache all day, so much so I left work early and the office was empty and cold men......lol....I wont lie I played that headache a tad bit.....lol......and they were all so worried for me...but I couldn't take that place....I mean i'm not getting paid, dang it men...it just got to me that day....it was so bad, I didn't try to get in touch with HE that day........which brings me to my topic

HE.....hasn't looked for me as much as he has since he got with his boys on friday.....now let me tell u...i'm a very independent chic...so i'm all about do you, ill do me....just keep in touch....but dang we just started talking seriously for about a month and the honeymoon period is over????....u see why boys confuse me......for months and months u have disturbed me to the point of no return...the minute I take u seriously.....u start to take the piss(english speak for u start to act a fool).....hence my topic 'anniversary'.....cos I was going to make this whole big deal abt o we have talked for a month and we still like each other, maybe we can actually date....cos considering the long distance....I think each day is worth celebrating....but with that said....I guess I wont be celebrating huh!......psychologist that I am I have analyzed and rationalized die.....'o maybe he misses me too much, he just is tired of talk that only makes it worse'...'well he is with his boys and cant get a good minute for good conversation"...but screw that crap......if I have u on ur mind no matter how bad I feel or busy I am...then I don't see a problem......Lol, I am so basing this on the fact that he wont read this blog....now if you do.....lol.......muah, that's all I have to say...I hope u have changed by said time.....guess wat song comes on my itunes now?..... "Can you stand the rain?" - Johnny Gill & New Edition.....and that's a question I am going to deal with as this progresses....cos to be honest, this is just the beginning......

ok back to me....that's too much HE attention....pretty chilled weekend, attempted to sew in my own hair myself....lol......that didn't work out so well......so i went back to sumthing most of you are not familiar with.....its called Trade by Barter.....social studies abi was it citizenship.....I did my friends hair, she did mine....very simple, no mess involved and there is equality...lol......see what i was saying abt priorities.....I have bills to pay but if I didn't do my hair this weekend it would have been wahala.....busy day at work on Monday, different office, but it gave me a chance to have lunch at the docks......I love water, for some weird reason, absolutely obsessed with it....and today I learnt a lot of stuff, so it wasn't a bad day and then i got to see transformers with my bro....


So I almost left here without telling you about the bastard five hr classes that just started this Monday....hence I couldn't write yday.....and the prof takes attendance....all in the name of degree....that is some major fuckery I tell u.....esp after 8hrs of work....but hey speaking of anniversaries, I graduate next month(today being July 1st, naija time)....hell freak yea.....I am so excited and my internship is almost over....171 hrs left.....yes sir....my joy knows no bounds....hehheheh

love u....have a fantastic week guys.....see u soon
xxxxx