Discipline

If I was getting paid for the work I do, today would have been the day that I would exclaim that "I earned my paycheck"....o my gosh all day I was worked, barely got a chance to eat or use my phone like I am constantly doing(I know bad, but im always needed by sumone on that phone I swear)....which brings me to another topic.....rbr I said I looked hella hot yday and today I looked great....lol.....well I have this theory that you cant look this good and need to go to the toilet, most especially public ones.....now I'm female so that makes absolutely no sense I know.....but I think I already mentioned the fact that I hate the idea of using a toilet.....

Back to my topic for today: I Lack Discipline......I really do.....cos if I didn't I would be exercising like I told y'all I would .....Yes, since the day I mentioned it, I haven't walked a mile or done situps....then the bbq came providing loads of chips and pop.....and Smirnoff Ice of course...triple black is so my favorite.....that's how I celebrated 200hrs btw.....a half bottle of Smirnoff...lol...pathetic huh......and omg...so my supervisor always has candy in the office and guess who gorges on it like its meat(meat can kill me, I can do almost anything for it).......guyyyyyyys im getting fat(in the whiniest voice u can imagine), working out double time begins now....HE is so going to be done with me.....that and the fact that I never do my skool work or even write this blog when I am supposed to......note that I always do what I need to do....but I need to learn to do this in a timely manner

I was going to write this in class......but then we heard that Micheal Jackson died.....its amazing that earlier today Farah Fawcett died and there was barely a mention of it and MJ dies and there is an uproar(he will be sorely missed).....rbr yday when I said don't just exist.....that proves my point.....make a name for yourself people.....don't leave this world without impacting more than ur immediate family....I wont....

So am done with one class for the semester at least the attendance part of it and so graduation seems even more eminent, I am so stoked.....I miss HE o(cue in "this long distance is killing me" by brandy)....lol as HE will say I'm such a loser.....lol....I hope HE can make it down soon....I have a theory that I am only attracted to guys who drive me insane and make me try new things.....in other words I am a Big FAT weirdo.....lol, but its all good.....

so 189hrs left....cos I brought home some work and I'm logging in 1.5hrs in addition to the 7.5hrs at the office......so count down to 100hrs is on.....womp womp....can't wait....how was your day guys? have a great night or day for those in different states and countries

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se ya soon